Learning from heritage
Venison tourtiere au’ Nana
Wood, Steel, and Tradition
By Stephen L. Wilmeth
When I get
in a rut, I will invariably think about cleaning a gun. The feel of the wood and
steel, the smell of Hoppe’s No. 9, and an odd memory or two of the weapon are
reassuring and therapeutic. Many things are set right and order is restored.
Bigger
issues can be addressed and life goes on …
There was
never a time in my life that guns were not present. My maternal grandfather was
my early influence and his interests became my own. I have several of his guns,
and, if I didn’t have another, those guns would be all I ever needed … well,
that’s a bit rhetorical.
The point
is made, though, that the beginning of the relationship with guns came in
another era when a hunt was not predicated on a new gun or piece of equipment.
The anticipation was the renewal of the hunt itself.
Open
sights, familiar and keepsake weapons, a sharp pocket knife, and mentors were
the basis of framing the tradition of those hunts. Without exception, venison
was the outcome. It was our winter meat source.
Last
Thanksgiving, I looked on the now enclosed porch of my parents to see if the
hooks where we hung quartered meat remain. They do. We would hang the quarters
at night and each morning we would take them down and wrap them in a sheet
lined tarp. We would cut venison for weeks until it was gone.
I love the
smell of venison as I love the taste and … the memories.
To the beginning
The first memory of a deer came
when my folks were building the house on Bell Canyon.
I was not yet three, but I can remember the scare. I was out by the well near
the slope of the hill, and, through the fence, came a doe. The deer was between
me and the house and she scared the stuffing out of me. It seems the conclusion
was the deer had to be a Shelley pet because it surely wasn’t a wild deer. She
was as interested in me as I was terrified of her.
The next encounters are blurred,
but I suspect the biggest influence came more from my grandmother’s kitchen
than anything else. Nana’s venison gravy was so important in our lives that we
preferred it to everything else. Other than a few breakfast fillets, we would
cut every tender piece of meat into gravy meat. She would salt and pepper it
heavily, brown it in a hot skillet in butter, and then stir it into a cream
gravy. With her buttermilk biscuits, chile rellenos and pear preserves added,
world peace could be negotiated around that table.
The neck meat would be saved for
mincemeat. She would make a year’s supply immediately after deer were harvested
and can it in jars. Even as little kids we would look cross-eyed at people who
announced they didn’t like mincemeat. They were usually city people who had unfulfilled
lives anyway. It remains interesting to me that they typically had similarly
incongruous ideas of other things that separated them from our existence.
The combination set the tone to
anticipate and celebrate deer season at par or only second removed from
Christmas … it was a most sacred of times.
Application of steel and wood
The rifle was placed across my
knees as I sat next to my grandfather on his porch bed. It was cold out there
and the weapon was colder yet. He snapped at me when I touched the steel with
my hands.
“That is what the wood is for!” he said.
He told me about that little
carbine, a Winchester Model 94 .30-.30. He didn’t have it the day they killed
the last grizzly, but he had once shot a duck’s head off at the sloughs. I was
convinced it was the most accurate weapon ever. It was to be mine when I grew
up enough to be trusted with it.
He kept his word.
A number of licenses were filled
with him. I was perfecting skills. The first deer I actually killed alone was
harvested several years later with another rifle. It was a .243 built on an old
Mauser action by our local gunsmith, Ed Samuels. With the scope mounted, it
cost me $100 … big money at the time.
Ed was good to a number of Grant County
boys. By that time, we were being hooked by the intrigue of what the hunting
magazines were touting. We knew the
names of the gun editors.
I was hunting with Doyle Eakins and
Billy Arnspiger up the Mangus. We had driven to the mouth of a canyon just
above where Bill Evans Lake
is now constructed. From there we spread out and worked up the drainage. Billy
and Doyle jumped some bucks across from me and were shooting at them. Another
deer came out on the wooded slope below me and was looking across the canyon
toward the commotion. I eased into position and shot the deer. It dropped
immediately.
Doyle yelled across the canyon and
asked me if I had killed something. Yes, I had. He instructed me to go ahead
and field dress the deer because he and Billy had each killed a deer. I hurried
off the slope to claim mine.
I couldn’t find it!
I became frantic. I had seen the
deer drop. I had watched dutifully to make sure the deer was dead before I went
to it. I had not seen the deer, however, after it dropped in the brush, but I
had not seen a deer leave nor had I heard anything. The deer had to be there!
Doyle called to me again asking how
I was doing. I told him I couldn’t find the deer. He asked me if I was sure I
had hit the deer.
Yes, I had!
Finally, I found the deer. I actually
tripped over it where it dropped and rolled into the oak brush. I had started
walking a grid when I found him. I was redeemed!
I field dressed my buck, and I
savored the ride home in the Jeep with my partners. I was a hunter … just like
them.
Many years have now passed since
those days. All of the characters herein except the writer are gone. They were
part of the process, and, to this day, each contributed to the views I have of
hunting. I think they are important. In fact, I believe the views of those who
have actually taken life for sustenance are more grounded than those who
haven’t and make character assessments by criticizing those who have. Worse yet,
too many feel compelled to force their views through a mob cause.
I want the human who accepts
responsibility as an individual standing next to me.
The ethics
Meanwhile, the little .30-.30 carbine
resides in a safe behind a combination only I know. From time to time I take it
out and hold it … on the wood.
My grandson will be the next
steward of the rifle if he shows inclination to accept the responsibility. It
is my hope, too, that he will be interested in the ranch and the
responsibilities that go with it. If the ranch is in him, he will have the
opportunity to observe stewardship foundation but he won’t understand its full implications
until he does it himself. He’ll get to shoot the rifle, and, if we are both
lucky, it will result in some fresh venison.
It has occurred to me that it would
be interesting to convince the Game Department to hold a special hunt with only
one caliber, the ‘trenta y’ trenta’.
Make it a heritage hunt, and the license would be limited to one tag per team.
All other accoutrements would be legal allowances and left to the preference to
the adult hunter and a youngster at his side. The pairing requirement would be
a grandfather and his grandson, a father and his son, a father and his
daughter, or an ethical hunter and an interested youngster. It would be a team
effort that would include a quality setting with an introductory process that
stressed the ethics and heritage of the hunt.
There would be a concluding program
and discussion. If a deer was harvested, a meal would be prepared from the
venison.
Of course, my suggestion would be
‘venison tourtiere au’ Nana’, but I am prejudiced. On second thought, measuring
the responses of the participants eating her mincemeat pie recipe would offer
some real world insight. It would define what we should expect from those folks
in the future … those who smile should offer us a degree of hope.
Stephen
L. Wilmeth is a rancher from southern New
Mexico. “Ruark’s The
Old Man and the Boy was memories fashioned into words from his heart. Yet
without words, mine is no different.”
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