The Past
The Blessing
Life
By Stephen L. Wilmeth
The song, the Boys of Fall always takes me back.
The lyrics capturing the smell of fresh cut grass, butterflies, call (it) in the air,
sweat and blood, talking trash and I’ve got your back all have significance the football
field. Being from last century Silver City the smell of fresh cut grass was one of the first
things we noticed. Not all of us had yards, much less fresh cut grass to smell.
In those days, Pumas and Adidas hadn’t arrived and the day we picked up our
equipment we converged on the box that once held a washing machine and dug through
the shoes that had been worn by a hundred boys before us. If we found a decent pair that
fit, we grabbed them and retreated before more competition arrived.
Helmets and shoulder pads were no different.
When two-a-days started, we thought the heat at 5900’ was intense, but that
would pale to the first games played in El Paso where the difference in heat was
suffocating. Before that, though, it was a week at Camp Thunderbird and those awful
trails over the hills. Meals were together in the cafeteria and our parents were invited to
eat supper with us the last night of the stay.
The first game in early September was high drama and we got to wear our jerseys
to school on game day and the pep rally. Upper classmen had first choice and the
numbers became ours alone. Indeed, we felt like kings of the school as we walked the
halls to class in scattered groups.
At home in those years, we played in that grand old ball field on the campus of
Western New Mexico University, James Stadium. The smell of fresh cut grass greeted us
as the pieces of the current team gathered for warmups on the south end of the field. In
unison, the voices echoed across the field as the crowd studied the current year’s field of
athletes.
The memories are many.
Regrettably, most of those teammates are scattered and lost from communication.
The memory that lingers most vividly is the walk across the field on the last night, the
last game, and the last time we would be together as Fighting Colts. There was dread of
reaching the bus to drive across town to the new high school to shower and then walk out
onto the gym floor together for that last game dance. She was at my side holding my hand
as we walked. We were surrounded by near silent friends that had grown to be brothers
sweating blood and talking trash.
Indeed, we were the Boys of Fall, and, to this day … that past was much better
than we gave it credit for at the time.
The Past
In a recent return to California, the immensity of agriculture created by American
ingenuity and guts was again witnessed. It was surprising how it affected me. I had never
witnessed the winter vegetable country of Yuma and the south end of the Imperial Valley.
My experience was north in the Central Valley, but the look and the general cleanliness
were all the same.
Big time, American agriculture!
Free and independent men walked the earth at the time when those first grand
water projects were conceptualized and built. Since that time, the population of western
states and particularly California has exploded and grown exponentially. Those same
projects have sustained that growth and increasingly are denigrated as the strife
associated with the mob and its climate change church has been allowed to prevail. The
realization that growth is no longer predicated by upward push, but, rather, downward
suppression has long been the trend of secular and career-based leadership. It’s
everywhere, and there is one thing that emerges and runs parallel to the chuzpah of all
forms of past achievement.
The past was much better than we gave it credit for at the time.
The Blessing
Debating whether to talk about my experience, a statistic has been discovered that
has consequences beyond any personal case. It needs discussion and Dr. Timothy
Fernandes of the UC San Diego Hospital, and pulmonary hypertension team is part of the
reason. His bovine lecture sealed the deal.
Yes, this renowned human pulmonologist gave a bovine lesson!
The attendees included our team PA, Angela Baptista, our nurse for the day,
Kirsten, and seven or eight surgeons following Dr. Fernandez around on his grand rounds
observing and learning the lifesaving procedure medical science knows as Pulmonary
Thromboendarterectomy. His lecture began with the reminder that the patient was a
rancher from southern New Mexico and cows and humans only have a small number of
common diseases. The ailment of discussion was what cattle suffer at high altitudes in
northern New Mexico, Colorado, Wyoming, and Montana.
That ailment is high-altitude sickness, and it is manifested by blood clots plugging
the lungs and the inability to support oxygen levels in the blood. He informed the group
that I had a severe case of high-altitude sickness, but in the human form and termed
pulmonary hypertension. In the form I had, it cannot be treated medicinally and that is
why the trail led to UC San Diego. That gifted team of surgeons and staff have developed
the expertise, the surgical processes, and the tools for removing the blockage and
restoring heart and lung health.
If the surgery is successful, the cure is immediate.
The statistic mentioned is an estimated 100,000 Americans die annually from the
disease. Too many cases are not diagnosed, and opportunities for solution are even less.
Untreated it is a death sentence. The victims’ heart shuts down trying to pump blood
through the lungs, and the death certificates indicate heart failure as the cause.
The journey began in Las Cruces, but the acceptance by the National Jewish Lung
Hospital for the diagnosis and referral in Denver was the game changer. A good friend
from Iraan, Texas is credited with opening the door to Jewish National through the
successful treatment of very serious lung issues within his own family. The angel of
mercy, however, came in the form of Dr. Patricia George of National Jewish who
diagnosed the form of pulmonary hypertension and then used her influence for getting
our case in front of the acceptance committee at UC San Diego. Without Dr. George, this
story would have ended much differently.
Finally, contacted by an ambassador from San Diego, we were invited to come for
a preoperative review starting the week of April 24. That ended with surgery on April 28
and an abbreviated departure schedule for May 6.
When I awoke up from an induced coma on Monday, May 1, Dr. Victor Pretorius,
the cardiothoracic surgeon who did the surgery, was shortly in my hazy field of view. He
announced to me that I would be discharged on the following Friday if my progress
remained consistent and that I would shortly be standing up. My pessimism about
accomplishing that was met with a stern reminder from Dr. Pretorius that I would also be
walking the following day.
He followed that comment by looking me in the eye and pronouncing, you are
cured (and my bed was needed for sick patients waiting in line!).
I became patient number 4789 to survive and be placed on this team’s register of
successful procedures (at the time of writing this article another 35 patients had been
treated). The magnitude of that is humbling. If the number of deaths annually is 100,000
that equates to 1,500,000 American deaths since the start of the program, and, there have
only been 4789 patients saved by the end of the day April 28. Consider what that implies.
This is a dreaded disease that suffers from the shortfall of diagnosis with even less chance
of cure.
Many times, during the fall of 2022 I was told I needed to go somewhere else
other than the avenues we were pursuing. Mayo Clinic was one of the suggestions
repeatedly. The fact became that the days before my surgery a cadre of Mayo Clinic
surgeons were following Drrs. Fernandez and Poch around on their grand rounds
observing the protocol and the surgery. The Tuesday after the surgery a surgeon from
Cedars-Sinai was with Dr. Fernandes when he came in to check on me. The last time I
saw Dr. Fernandes that group of Pacific Rim surgeons were following him as the
ambassador to the teaching hospital mission of the UC San Diego Hospital. In their game
of life, that team is actively sharing its knowledge and their calling. Theirs’ is a mission
of hope and life.
There is no greater gift.
The question now is what the Boys of Fall and American Agriculture have to do
with pulmonary hypertension. The answer is there is vacuum in life that is filled
variously. It can be filled with human achievement or human failure. It can be projected
with commitment or despair. It can be measured by achievement, or it can be rendered
mute by surrendering to this woke nonsense of doom.
Life is a team game.
If you are lucky, you get chosen to be on the good side, but the key is to present yourself
for the chance to compete for success. The combination of the experiences hereinabove
has contributed to what and who this rancher from southern New Mexico is.
Each has left a mark, and, over time, they have merged into one thing for sure …
God has blessed us.
Stephen L. Wilmeth is a rancher from southern New Mexico.
6 comments:
Stephen, Glad to hear you are doing well. I missed your writing. God is Great.
Great article Steve. You are an inspiration to us all. God is great and we are thankful for his gift of you.
Your words are brilliant, agonizing, inspirational. You are a gem.
Thank you … your words are appreciated
I love how you take three separate instances of your life and tie it beautifully with a bow. Well maybe I should appropriately say a lasso.
Thank you cousin for sharing your words and reflection.
As a God fearing, America loving citizen I pray we can continue to be blessed by God. (May the scales be removed from the lost who worship creation instead of our Creator).
Cathryn
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